shit day as per usual...
i thought after the new year id be more motivated but i was the comlete opposite and just keep making up excuses to eat like "you can burn that off later" or something like that...
i cant sleep again...
im going to but some diet ills tomoro.. not sure if they will work but ill giv em' a go :P

Soo first day on live journal, not really sure what to write so ill just go on about my day.
so today i consumed more calories than id hoped for...
feel shitty
but i got to see my boyfreind, and he thinks iv lost weight which is all good.
I hate holidays i always get bored and when i get bored i eat, its crap.
christmas was ok, didnt have to eat allot because im too fat for anyone to suspect anything.
i got a giant lava lamp... it distracts me and chills me out which is cool!
errm thats about all i did!
ill write when i have smething more interesting to talk about!
XXX